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[shipper]

Hey! You juuust missed me, which is purretty hard to do so good job! Leave a message here and I'll get back to you as soon as I pawsibly can. If it's supurr impurrtant though, you should just try and find me in purrson! It's purrobably a lot easier than waiting fur me to pick up.

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[shipper]

:33 < i dont know
:33 < i guess i just take things involving my inevitable death really personally for some reason

[glowsferatu]

That Isnt What I Mean
Every Time I Say That No One Can Change It You Recenter It As Though Im Directing It Only At You
As If I Speifically Believe You Incapable Of Anything Because Of It
It Doesnt Change Depending On Who It Is Making The Attempt
This Is A Matter Of Absolutes

[shipper]

:33 < absolutes that youre not even sure about
:33 < and of course id talk about me specifically thats who were talking about! my future and my trying to change it!
:33 < uuuuuuuuuugh!!!!
:33 < it doesnt matter were just going to k33p talking in circles
:33 < you dont want to listen

[glowsferatu]

When Have I Ever Expressed Not Being Sure
Im Pretty Damn Sure About These Things Otherwise I Wouldnt Be So Insistent
And Im Not The Only One Refusing To Listen If Thats Even A Thing Im Doing

[shipper]

:33 < youre trying to tell me that you are super sure that something involving paradox space is unchangeable
:33 < do you know how iffy that sounds?
:33 < and if im not listening then its because im tired of being told the same thing after the thirtieth time!!

[glowsferatu]

Im Saying That Your Lack Of Memory On Return Occurs Without Exception To Prevent The Very Sort Of Thing Youre Planning
And That Excuse Might Have More Weight If You Didnt Refuse To Listen Just The Same On The Previous 29 Tellings

[shipper]

:33 < you only know that about the people who come back eventually
:33 < nobody knows what happens when they stay gone
:33 < what am i going to lose if i try? im already dead
:33 < but i guess you dont want to understand that so theres no point in explaining

[glowsferatu]

The Erasure Isnt When We Return To The City
Its When We Leave It
I Can Attest To This From Experience Ive Been Back Before
Or Do You Think Equius Simply Decided Not To Disclose Any Of It And Continue Along As If Still Ignorant
His Own Death He Might Hide But He Would Have Tried Harder to Prevent Yours

The Problem Isnt That You Want To Try
Its That Youre Letting The Idea Of Dubious Success Consume You
You Should Enjoy The Time You Have Here While Its Available

[shipper]

:33 < dont talk about equius like you know what hed do
:33 < and dont try and tell me i should be grateful that i get time in the city!
:33 < i still have to go back
:33 < we all have to go back, thats where were n33ded
:33 < and im not going to suddenly forget about whats coming just because i get a few extra perig33s in another universe

[glowsferatu]

You Dont Have To Forget
There Is No Forgetting
Just To
I Dont Know
Find Your Peace With It

[ what she's not saying: this is exactly why we were so afraid to tell you. ]

I Dont Know That I Want You To Be Grateful Exactly
But I At Least Was Grateful To Be Able To Spend This Time With You

[shipper]

:33 < im glad that you were happy to s33 me i guess but theres no way anyone could be peaceful with this
:33 < im six, kanaya
:33 < im six
:33 < and this isnt a future no matter how grateful you are that im here

[glowsferatu]

Why Cant It Be
If Its What You Have There Should Be No Reason To Begrudge It
Not When We Tend To Be Given So Little

[shipper]

:33 < this isnt home
:33 < this isnt anything like home
:33 < nobody staying here is for sure, everyones coming and going and coming back not remembering
:33 < and were still always getting hurt except here its not even for any reason
:33 < and
:33 < and hes not here

[glowsferatu]

I Recall Thinking Similarly Of The Meteor At One Time
When I First Arrived Here At Least
How Aimless It Was Hadnt Really Taken Hold Until After Everything Happened
Even The Slimmest Hopes Id Clung To Had Been Demolished
And To My Knowledge We Simply Would Float On Through A Starless Void Indefinitely Until The Rest Of Us Were Dead
It Would Have Been Just My Undead Luck To Be The Final One Remaining

The City Is A Far Better End Than That Would Have Been
If I Could Bring Him Here Out Of That Dont Doubt For A Moment That I Would
Both For Him And You

[shipper]

:33 < this isnt any better
:33 < this is just as pointless in its own way
:33 < and paradox space doesnt deserve to win
:33 < i have to go back and prove them and you and everyone wrong
:33 < besides if hes not coming then i have to go to him
:33 < thats just how it goes

[glowsferatu]

Im Sorry Nepeta
But There Are Certain Things That Just Cant Be Fought

[shipper]

:33 < youre wrong
:33 < i wish that youd s33 that but i guess thats something that even i cant change

[glowsferatu]

Youre Too Invested In My Being Wrong To Consider The Mater Objectively

[shipper]

:33 < im invested in someone who k33ps telling me that theyre my friend trying to convince me that i cant prevent my own death
:33 < you cant be objective when things are this personal but that doesnt mean i dont know what im talking about!

[glowsferatu]

Does The Idea That Im Your Friend Really Have To Be On Trial Here
I Think Objectivity Is Possible In Personal Matters
It Has To Be
Im Not Speaking Idly When I Say Theyll Eat You Alive Otherwise
Or Eat You Undead As It Were

[shipper]

:33 < i dont really have anything to lose
:33 < and i think i already explained all of that other stuff as best as i could already
:33 < if that didnt work then i dont think youll ever get it

[glowsferatu]

Dont Say That
The Desperation That Comes From Such A Lack Can Drive One Mad
Please Nepeta Dont Think Im Speaking Without Knowledge On This
I Dont Want You To Hold Our Friendship As Dubious

[shipper]

:33 < its a little late for that

[glowsferatu]

But Why Do The Rules Of The Universe Have To Be My Fault
I Dont Create Them By Observing Them

[shipper]

:33 < because i really dont think that theyre actually the rules of the universe




:33 < kanaya can we stop talking about this?
:33 < were not getting anywhere and im tired